I was fully in control. My wolf and I had an understanding when it came to control. She didn’t push my boundaries unless I needed her to. And yes, it still felt weird talking about my wolf as if she wasn’t part of me.”Can you change back?”.I didn’t want to. At least if I was like this then I could hide for a little longer and I didn’t need to talk to anyone. Did I feel bad for going off on one at Alanna? A little but I still stand by what I said.A sigh fell from his lips as he ran a hand down his face. I still couldn’t get over how good my eyesight was in wolf form. I could see for miles. I caught their scent and then I heard them.I was on my feet baring my teeth without hesitation.”It’s okay Leah it’s Carter and Rocco”.”Bear”. Carter gave me a no d beforeturning his attention towards Jake.”I take it she won’t shift back?”.”She won’t let me in. I’ve tried but herwolf is blocking it”.Won’t let him in? In where?”Could always force her”. Roccoadded.A low growl fell from my lips as l snapped my teeth together.𝗪𝕎𝓦.𝕟𝔬v𝗘𝓛𝔀𝓞𝘳m.𝑐ó⒨”Or not”. He held his hands up whenhe noticed Jake’s glare.”Sorry Alpha l shouldn’t have said that. I’ll just be over here out the way”.He didn’t lose his temper, didn’t snap and that surprised me. Jake was all about dominance and submission andyet he was as cool as a cucumber. Was it because I was pregnant?
Oh.𝘄Ŵ𝓌.ñ𝗢𝓋éⓛ⒲ⓞ𝘳m.𝗖𝕆𝓜”She will shift back when she’s ready.You maybe want to check in with Alanna before you start your patrol”.Carter frowned before his eyes landed on mine. “You don’t need to involve yourself Leah. Everything is okay, I’m okay”.I whined. I told myself I wasn’t getting involved but I couldn’t help it. He deserved nothing but the best and right now he was getting nothing. It wasn’t fair and I didn’t think it was right.We sat out in the woods for at least an hour. I was shattered and hungry and my first instinct was to go find a rabbit to eat. Jake was next to merunning his hands through my fur every so often.I licked his cheek. I wanted to go home.”You can shift back. I’ve got a t-shirtyou can wear”. He disappeared for a few seconds coming back with a bag.I shifted and he helped me into his t-shirt pulling it over my head and down my body. I felt awful with what happened. I lost control so easily;I treated Alanna badly.We walked home in silence. I couldn’t tell what he was thinking. I wasn’t sure if he was angry or not by my actions. As we reached our backyard, he grabbed a hold of my hand and we stopped.”I lost it and I’m sorry but I’m not sorryfor what I said”.”Baby, are you okay?”. He asked.
