The Alpha’s Little Rogue by Lovey Dovey Chapter 32

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Alessia’s POV
My eyes flutter open and the first thing that registers into my head is that I’m not where I’m meant to be
I jolt upright and instantly regret the decision as a sharp pain cuts through my head. Groaning. I clutch my head in my hands. What the hell!
“It’s about to happen again,” says a voice in a monotone. The speaker is perched on a seat at the corner of the room. Caden.
“What happened?” I ask, letting go of my head now that the pain has subsided a bit. “What’s going to happen again?”
“You don’t remember?” Caden sounds surprised at this prospect and suddenly, the memories start coming forth.
I woke up, feeling like I had a headache and then I went into the kitchen where I met Jake. He kept saying something about me needing to leave the room and something else about me being in heat but it’s all gibberish in my head.
“What happened?” I echo, wanting to know how bad things are because I know for sure that something must have occurred. Finally taking in my surroundings, I find myself in a room with dark blue walls and black blinds. “How did I get here?” I’m going to scream if I don’t start getting answers soon.
Caden relaxes back into his seat and looks at me with a watchful gaze, kind of like he was waiting for me to explode.
“You were in heat and I had to get you away from the pack house. So, I brought you here.” He gestures at the room with his hands spread wide.
I have to admit that they could have been worse places to be dragged to. I make a split decision to stand up from this bed and get the hell out of the this house.
I sit upright and that’s when I realize that I’m currently not wearing my clothes. Instead, I have on a shirt that’s two times my size…and I’m stark naked underneath.
“Did you do something to me?” I ask, already knowing what the answer is before he opens his mouth.
“You were in pain and I had to help you out,” he explains.
The remaining memories start coming back in waves; Caden’s lips on mine, his breathe on my hot skin, his hand wandering over my body, and his tongue-
“I can see that your memories are coming back to you,” Caden replies with a smirk on his disgustingly handsome face.
I can’t holious I let him touch me Heck. I basically berged and whined for it. Dear G d, what am I going to
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do? How am I going to live with myself all the while knowing I begged and cried for his touches?
“I want to go back to the pack house,” I Jet out in a whisper. I can’t stay in such close space with him without screwing up. Again.
“You can’t,” he states softly. “You’re in heat and every unmated male is a danger to you. The pack house. happens to be filled with people like Jake,” he snarls around Jake’s name and another memory flashes into my mind of Jake’s hand caressing my cheeks. And Caden plummeting him to the ground a second later.
How am I going to face Jake later?
“I’ll stay locked up in my room. I won’t go anywhere.” Staying in the room won’t be an issue. From what I can remember, the pain won’t let me do anything but that.
“Your scent will be all over the house and then you’ll have males trying to tear down your door. Not to mention the fact that everyone is going to want to know who your mate is,” he says, giving me a pointed. look.
I’m so screwed. If I can’t stay in the pack house then I’m stuck here. With Caden- and according to him. I’m going to have another wave of heat where I’m probably going to get on my knees and beg him to touch me again.
“Ok.” I say, coming to a decision I believe to be very smart if I do say so myself: “Chain me to this bed and leave me alone in the house.” It sounded very smart when it was in my head, but the look Caden is giving me now makes me believe that he doesn’t share the same opinion with me.
“You will be in immense pain and will probably pass out, and then you’ll wake up later and go through the whole process again.”
A shiver goes down my spine at his words. I remember the pain I was in before I begged for Caden’s touch. I can’t go through that pain again.
“What if 1-i,” I stutter, feeling the heat of the blush on my cheeks. “What if I do it by myself?” I whisper, at bit scared that he may not have heard me. Thanks to werewolf hearing though because the chuckle that he gives let me know that he heard everything I said. He also found it very amusing.
He still has a smile on his face as he opens his mouth to reply to me. “You’ll be in too much pain for that.” His expression goes serious as he sits up in the chair. “Alessia, you won’t be able to handle this on your own. I’m your mate and the reason why you’re going through this. If there’s a way that I can help you or even relieve the pain for a few minutes, I’m going to do so for you.”
I blink, stunned at his words. It never occurred to me that Caden would want to help me out in any way. His aversion to us being mates was just so strong.
Even with all his words, the voice at the back of my head doesn’t go away. Will I be the same after knowing what it feels like to be held in Caden’s arms? Will things go back to the way they were if we exchange a few stolen kisses and touches? Most of all, will my feelings about rejecting him remain?